urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay Alex Patron!! Alex Patron!! 2006-07-28T04:31:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:13263 2006-07-28T04:31:42Z 2006-07-28T04:31:42Z new journal, <span class='ljuser ljuser-name_patronfusila' lj:user='patronfusila' style='white-space: nowrap;'><a href='http://patronfusila.livejournal.com/profile'><img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /></a><a href='http://patronfusila.livejournal.com/'><b>patronfusila</b></a></span> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:13027 2006-07-13T17:12:17Z 2006-07-13T17:12:17Z <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Behold, The Roller-Coaster"><font size="5"><strong>+</strong></font>Co Lauren Berny came over<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; And they all slept in my closet...without me knowing<br /><font size="5"><strong>-</strong></font>&nbsp; Syd Barrett Died<font size="5"><br /><strong>+</strong></font>I quit my job, on amazing terms<br /><font size="5"><strong>+</strong></font>My Dad is going to be working all weekend, but I can stay home <br /><font size="5"><strong>+</strong></font>Bryan's father is allowing me to go on a family trip to Ocean Reef<br /><strong><font size="5">-</font></strong>&nbsp; I am too scared to go<br /><font size="5"><strong>+</strong></font>I saw a Pigeon get shot with a rifle off an electrical post<br /><font size="5"><strong>+</strong></font><font size="5"><strong><br /></strong></font><img src="http://img290.imageshack.us/img290/1403/untitled13im.jpg" alt="" /><br /></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:12773 2006-07-05T16:08:55Z 2006-07-05T16:08:55Z a very good friend of mine is moving away<br />and i realize that i have so many people get distanced from me<br />only because of myself.<br /><br />i envy her<br />i wish i could start somewhere without any ties to people<br />but be able to keep the people i had urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:12463 2006-06-14T20:09:42Z 2006-06-14T20:09:42Z <font size="5"><strong>AND NOW<br /> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="behold the glory"><font><img src="http://img372.imageshack.us/img372/3104/one6xu.jpg" alt="" /><br /><font size="1">colleen got boobs<br /><img src="http://img129.imageshack.us/img129/7536/two9fh.jpg" alt="" /><br />I deleted the Fox from my life, watch out he is on the loose<br /><img width="650" height="950" src="http://img129.imageshack.us/img129/8211/sbreasts5xn.jpg" alt="" /><br />lauren's b00bz<br /><img src="http://img513.imageshack.us/img513/6862/four5ox.jpg" alt="" /><br />Foofie<br /><img src="http://img197.imageshack.us/img197/4052/foury4rt.jpg" alt="" /><br />My hair is 18 colors, plum being one<br /><br /></font></font></div> <br /></strong></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:12246 2006-06-05T04:40:46Z 2006-06-05T04:40:46Z Radiohead today I learned that I was in an 11 month relationship<br />and the person I loved all throught had feelings for someone else<br />(owch)<br /><br /><br />I guess I got my closure.<br />Thank you, Peter.<br /><br /><br /><br />P.S. WHO WANTS TO HANG? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:11943 2006-05-26T04:29:54Z 2006-05-26T04:29:54Z I cry so easily lately<br /><br />I just don't see anything going for me, at all.<br />Maybe my job will be good. I just want someone to take me out<br />I envy people, who I really shouldn't<br />I've hit my self-loathing high urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:11543 2006-05-25T04:48:32Z 2006-05-25T04:48:32Z today i bused home after the beach with peter<br />and my mom called and demanded that I go with her rather than stay at my dad's<br />20 minutes later she comes pounding at the door<br />so peter dived under my stairs<br />and I pretty much felt my heart come out of my face<br />she kept trying to walk into the house and look around<br /><br />i have only felt that way once before<br />OMG MY MOM IS NUTS urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:11373 2006-05-22T00:44:54Z 2006-05-22T00:58:41Z 18 Visions<br />AFI <strong>Want to See</strong><br />Aiden<br />The Academy Is<br />Adair<br />Adelyn <br />Against Me! <strong>Seen It</strong><br />Amber Pacific<br />Anti Flag <strong>Haha</strong><br />Armor For Sleep<br />ASG<br />A Loss For Words<br />The Ackleys<br />Alabaster<br />Amanna 18<br />The Appreciation Post<br />As Seasons Fall <br />Billy Talent<br />The Black Out Pact<br />The Bled <strong>Seen Them, Fucking Horrible</strong><br />Bouncing Souls <strong>Seen Them, They suck</strong><br />Bullet For My Valentine<br />Buzzcocks <strong>Want to See, lolz</strong><br />The Bangkok Five<br />Black Sunday<br />Building A Better Spaceship<br />The Burning Room <br />Cartel<br />The Casualties <strong>Want to! ROLF</strong><br />Class of Zero<br />Code 4-15<br />The Campaign 1984<br />Chaplan<br />The Chop Tops<br />Cities Apart<br />Corrupted Youth<br />Crazy Anglos<br />Curt Phillips <br />Danny Diablo<br />Die Hunns<br />Dork<br />Down To Earth Approach<br />Dropping Daylight<br />Dynamite 8<br />Dark Sunrise<br />DBK<br />The Distance<br />Dog Fashion Disco <br />The Early November<br />Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)<br />Emanuel<br />Emery <strong>Bryan Alfonso</strong><br />Evaline<br />Every Time I Die<br />Everdae<br />Everybody Else Wins <br />The Fall Of Troy <strong>Seen It, Would like to Again</strong><br />Flashlight Brown<br />From Autumn To Ashes<br />From First To Last<br />The Fully Down<br />The Fallen Lie<br />Faulter<br />Feature Presentation<br />Final Round<br />The Fold<br />Fuscia <br />Gatsbys American Dream <strong>BAD GRAMMAR?</strong><br />The Germs<br />Greeley Estates<br />Gym Class Heroes<br />GoodYear<br />Grounded<br />Heart Of A Failure <br />Hellogoodbye <strong>LOLLO</strong><br />Helmet<strong> Peter Betan</strong><br />illScarlett<br />I am Ghost<br />Inamere <br />Joan Jett &amp; The Blackhearts<br />Jealousy Curve<br />Jet Lag Gemini<br />J4 <br />Kincaide <br />Less Than Jake <strong>FUCK YES</strong><br />Left Alone<br />The Living End<br />Lorene Drive<br />L-10 Project<br />The Last Car In Alaska<br />The Lifeline<br />Listed M.I.A.<br />Loko Phylum<br />The Loved Ones<br />The Lovekill <br />Mastema<br />Moneen <strong>I Hate This Band, NU METAL FO LIFE</strong><br />Motion City Soundtrack <strong>Yeah, I'll see them. Even though the guy looks like me</strong><br />Mute Math<br />My American Heart<br />MacKenzie First<br />Maple Street Impressions<br />Meg &amp; Dia<br />Milk Carton Mug-Shots<br />Minutes Too Far<br />Modern Day 84<br />Morgan And Me<br />Morgan Knockers<br />Mourningstar <br />Nofx <br />Nadafinga<br />Near Miss<br />No Way Jose<br />Nural <br />Outernational<br />Over It<br />OK Stranger <br />Paramore<br />The Pink Spiders<br />Pistolita <strong>Seen It, Pretty shit</strong><br />Plain White T's<br />Protest The Hero<br />Patterns<br />Post Bliss<br />Pretty In Stereo<br />Promise Divine <br />Red Jumpsuit Apparatus<br />Reggie &amp; The Full Effect <strong>Seen, and Shall Repeat. For the Antics</strong><br />Rise Against <strong>Want to, Kind of</strong><br />Riverboat Gamblers<br />RAC<br />The Randies<br />Round Three Fight<br />Royden <br />Saosin <strong>Only if Anthony Green Shows up</strong><br />Saves The Day <strong>YEAH! Again!</strong><br />Senses Fail<br />Shiragirl<br />Side 67 <br />Silverstein<br />Skint<br />The SmashUp<br />The Sounds<br />State Radio<br />Stretch Arm Strong<br />The Spill Canvas<br />Spitalfield<br />Split Fifty<br />Safety<br />Septic Tank Disasters<br />Sorry About Your Couch<br />Starving Goliath<br />Stigma 13<br />The Stiletto Formal<br />Strap-On Tools<br />Stuckbackwards<br />Super Geek League<br />SWAK 13 <br />The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)<br />Thursday <strong>Main Reason I'm going</strong><br />Take The City<br />This Solemn Vow<br />Tokyo Rose <br />Underoath <strong>To Kick the Shit out of People</strong><br />Ultimate Power Duo<br />The University <br />Valient Thorr<br />VAUX <strong>Bro</strong><br />Voltera<br />Vampire Dolphin Repellant<br />Variety Workshop<br />Verbana Darvell<br />Voodoo Blue <br />We Are The Fury<br />Wheels On The Bus<br />The Years Gone By<br />Zebrahead<br />Zox<br /><br /><strong>WTF</strong> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:10927 2006-05-18T01:40:07Z 2006-05-18T01:40:07Z <a href="http://imageshack.us"><img src="http://img114.imageshack.us/img114/9233/alpaca3sn.png" border="0" width="78" alt="Image Hosted by ImageShack.us" /></a><br />I hate 'A Seprate Peace' because I hate dude'ing it up<br /><br />Today I got my hair done in Cosmotology, because this girl felt bad and it looked like I had gotten electricuted.<br />I had second lunch, Peter walked into my class and collapsed in Mr.C's record collection. <br />Then I bought Albert a yearbook cause he is a big queer and after that me and Daniela sat with Joel.<br />Which was, odd. <br />After school I had an insane urge to walk the streets, and instead Peter got me a French Kruller at Dunkin' Yo'Nutz<br /><br />Does anyoneone want to skip Wednesday-Friday? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:9876 2006-04-17T02:54:45Z 2006-04-17T03:50:22Z <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Polos"><img width="849" height="1014" src="http://img77.imageshack.us/img77/4974/untitled21yc.jpg" alt="" /><br />Bryan broke up with his woman, so I was pretty much making up for any love he would ever need in his life. ever.<br /><br /><img width="849" height="1006" src="http://img60.imageshack.us/img60/171/untitled14pr.jpg" alt="" /><br />Self explanitory<br /><br /><img width="850" height="1019" src="http://img57.imageshack.us/img57/8550/untitled49jh.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/9104/untitled39gt.jpg" alt="" /><br />Bryan, Alex, Lauren, Colleen, and Berny<br /><br /><img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/4579/untitled52gw.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><br /></div> <br />Went to Dogma. <br />Met up with Coberny, Bryan and Lauren.<br />Lost my jacket.<br />Sold out and bought poloroid film.<br />Peter got a free cigar<br />Got stuck in an elevator with like 20 old people and a little girl<br />Went to a&nbsp; cowboy themed Kegger<br />X ThickAsBlood X, Ray and David B were there.<br />Peter almost cracked a beer bottle on a douchE<br />It got raided and I went home<br /><br />A+ Day urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:9668 2006-04-08T02:52:26Z 2006-04-08T02:52:26Z I have never been so tired in my life urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:9118 2006-03-31T17:49:57Z 2006-03-31T17:49:57Z today i skipped school and i was laying outside. This thing lands on my butt so naturally i got to pull it off and what the fuck a grabbed a bee.<br /><br />who wants go to hang at the beach tomorrow? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:8575 2006-03-14T01:43:06Z 2006-03-14T01:43:06Z ThesezArmzAreSnakez I got the job<br /><br />I start wednesday after school<br /><br />oh jesus crist, I am a Pioneer<br /><br /><img src="http://img93.imageshack.us/img93/4105/january19200600818lz.jpg" alt="" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:8388 2006-03-13T03:03:12Z 2006-03-13T03:05:23Z Today FJP was my Mom<br />I got my nails done :]<br /><br />AND<br /> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="I went Shopping"><img width="260" height="345" src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/394/394728/big/on394728-04vliv01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/360/360377/main/on360377-03p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/360/360492/main/on360492-00p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/361/361019/main/on361019-00p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br />I stole this. By mistake<br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/360/360442/main/on360442-02p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> that in brown..<br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/394/394729/main/on394729-02p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/361/361374/main/on361374-00p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/361/361078/main/on361078-01p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://www.oldnavy.com/Asset_Archive/ONWeb/Assets/Product/360/360743/main/on360743-02p01v01.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><font size="5">STUPIDEST ENTRY EVER!!</font><br /> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:8115 2006-03-12T06:42:58Z 2006-03-12T06:42:58Z Suzanne from Joann's Fabrics called.<br />I have a Job Interview on Monday at 3:30pm<br /><br /><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/2271/lllll7ua.jpg" alt="" /><br />You can't take these people anywhere in public<br /> <a name="cutid1"></a><div class="ljcut" text="Fuck Transit">Today was weird as fuck. I woke up at like 9. Ate at the Original Pancake house. <br />Then I went to the Grandparents to meet Bryan to pick up Lauren and Colleen.<br />We met up with Christina and metro/bus'ed to Flamiingo. I got 4 Casettes : Elton John, Green Day (Dookie..), Jethro Tull and ...<br /><img src="http://img59.imageshack.us/img59/7435/dscn31771no.jpg" alt="" /><br />Co wit ha Kite on her head, Lauren with the THANKYOU, Bryan freeballin' and Christina, always removing her clothes<br /> <img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/5307/dscn31697gx.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/9462/dscn31792sd.jpg" alt="" /><br /> <img src="http://img152.imageshack.us/img152/5813/dscn31710et.jpg" alt="" /><br /><img src="http://img71.imageshack.us/img71/8508/dscn31769lo.jpg" alt="" /><br /> </div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:7690 2006-03-09T11:58:24Z 2006-03-09T11:58:24Z Me and Guliani By The School Yard <font size="5">I </font>bought<br /><img src="http://www.killthe8.com/DFA1979/tools/local/imageupload/content/MainImage/size1/c7cb7b4b9608141a5b05818b9b2cb2d6.jpg" alt="" /><br />myself a bag<br /><br /><img src="http://img160.imageshack.us/img160/9194/521462532l6ml.gif" alt="" /><br />peter got himself two shirts<br /><br /><img src="http://store.saddle-creek.com/Merchant2/graphics/00000001/cursive_gorilla_detail.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />happy birthday to me... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:7508 2006-03-03T04:47:14Z 2006-03-03T04:47:14Z I am having the day from hell<br /><br /><br />Not because today was bad<br />But because little things bothering me<br />Today my mom picked me up; which is bad in itself<br />"Man hanging out today was awesome, No offense but I like hanging out without you. No offense"<br />I wish I wasen't such a puss<br /><br />Tomorrow is Model United Nations at FIU<br />I am Mexico represtenting the Nuclear Proliferation Commity<br /><br />Wish Me Luck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:7133 2006-02-16T04:34:02Z 2006-02-16T04:34:02Z <br />I'd like:<br /><br /><br /><br /><img width="152" height="195" src="http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/5/52/Slingshot_(weapon).jpg/200px-Slingshot_(weapon).jpg" alt="" /><br /><img width="155" height="155" src="http://www.minimus.biz/images/P07-0124103-1000bg.jpg" alt="" /><br /><img width="150" height="150" src="http://www.petsolutions.com/Images/200/45161350.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br /><img src="http://www.uic.edu/homeindex/annual_report_2002/images/film1.jpg" alt="" /><br /><img width="193" height="193" src="http://www.oompa.com/mas_assets/full/HA6745.jpg" alt="" /><br /><img width="233" height="167" src="http://www.silentrunningaudio.com/imagegallery/images/sourceimages/Harmonica-1-copy.jpg" alt="" /><br /><br />anything.. basically urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:6747 2006-02-09T05:33:39Z 2006-02-09T05:33:39Z Cutie For Cab Death <font size="7">t<font size="1">oday was awesome.<br><br>DeLeon decided to listen to me and let us watch the documentary on <br><img src="http://www.german-cinema.de/archive/images/buena_vista_social_club.jpg"><br>The Buena Vista Social Club. Amazing movie. To be honest I've always had<br>this opinion of Cuba that it could only produce completely uncultured fucks <br>or fucks with illusions of granduer. I really would like to go to Cuba one day<br><br><br>In Gift. Anal. Func. I turned in an entire semester's worth of homework and<br>now rather then a .72 I have a C! Amazing! AND theres more! I get the shit<br>Ah Fucking amazing. Nuts!<br><br><br>Psychology was.. oh man I just want to kiss all my teachers. Nah. I spent the<br>entire class thinking about the bathrooms in SouWes. And we talked about Sex,<br>kicking dogs and so on. and I got to hold Daniela's silly board.<br><br><br>After school was gay as fuq. I was playing with a snake and this idiot went to pet<br>it and I almost died. I spent 4 on a buncha hot dogs and was cold so I made sweet<br>love to what ever body heat I could get off Peter.<br><br>I went homme and Alex is ignoring me. Completely. Which makes me feel like<br>a pandillero. And I tired breaking into his car to reaquire all my belongings. No<br>such luck.<br><br>Much Love, <br>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Alex<br><br><br><br><br><br></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:6597 2006-02-01T03:52:54Z 2006-02-01T03:52:54Z Kings of Convenience "I don't take you seriously anymore"<br /><br />I need to stop. Having feelings urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:6246 2006-01-22T06:47:07Z 2006-01-22T06:47:07Z <img src="http://img11.imageshack.us/img11/8375/yeah7uy.jpg"><br><br>I love you MySpace<br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:5981 2006-01-18T03:51:27Z 2006-01-18T03:51:27Z DANIELA <a name="cutid1"></a><br><img src="http://img29.imageshack.us/img29/3261/kkkkkk9ci.jpg"><br>I would like<br><ul><li><font size="1">Camera, functional if possible</font></li><li><font size="1">Assorted Hamster tubes</font></li><li><font size="1">Brass Knuckles, or a shank</font></li><li><font size="1">iPod to come back from the dead</font></li><li><font size="1">Condoms in Bulk</font></li><li><font size="1">Daniela<br></font></li></ul> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:5449 2006-01-16T19:26:16Z 2006-01-16T19:26:16Z Marrige Can Suck It : Charles Bronson <font size="1">Life has been really no fun lately.<br><br><span style="font-weight: bold;">"Its really nice of u 2 decide not 2 come 2 Steph's little fiesta. And say that u didn't know about it is so splendid of u. Let me thanj u know, ur so nice!"</span><br>I want the old Bryan back. Why would I say no to going to see someone I introduced him to. Someone that was my friend before he got a car, grew out his hair, and decided that I was no longer cool enough.<br>Fuck Family, or my lack of.<br><br>Everything feels the same. When I am home, I want to be out. And once I am out everything is the same.<br>I want the spontineaity back. Everything has been done and when I come up with some amazing plan, someone, shits on it.<br>I used to feel that if I didn't initiate plans no one would go out, but the people that I always took out. I've figured that they don't need me<br>And if you don't need someone, why return the favor when you can just act superior?<br>Superior isin't the word. I guess its more distant<br><br>But its typicial that the flaws you see in others are really our own<br><br></font><a name="cutid1"></a><br><img src="http://img481.imageshack.us/img481/2163/com6ev.jpg"><br><br><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:4992 2006-01-05T06:10:53Z 2006-01-05T06:10:53Z <img src="http://img484.imageshack.us/img484/7931/klkksa4ek.jpg"><br><br><font size="7">I <font size="1">would like to say that 2005 was the strangest year I have lived, yet. <br>I was a gutter punk.<br>I went from a size 8 to a 0.<br>I made a stencil and tagged my Community Pool.<br>Threw a party while my family was out in Costa Rica, got robbed by douches<br>and somehow survived that.<br>I saw Bright Eyes, The Mars Volta, Thrice, Blue Oyster Cult &amp; Fall Out Boy<br><img src="http://img202.imageshack.us/img202/1488/jsjsjss2gd.jpg"><br>I fell in love with Charles<br>I acheived Peter Betancourt..?<br></font></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:nigguhyougay:4798 2005-12-20T05:07:34Z 2005-12-20T05:07:34Z (Untitled) - Oasis fuck all the hoes named E.L. Patron<br /><br />for they make me want to xXcut my wrists and black my eyesXx