We've Got It Under Control

Fri, 28 Jul 2006 04:31:42 GMT

new journal, patronfusila

Weiner Punch

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 17:12:17 GMT

+Co Lauren Berny came over
And they all slept in my closet...without me knowing
- Syd Barrett Died
+I quit my job, on amazing terms
+My Dad is going to be working all weekend, but I can stay home
+Bryan's father is allowing me to go on a family trip to Ocean Reef
- I am too scared to go
+I saw a Pigeon get shot with a rifle off an electrical post
+

Wed, 05 Jul 2006 16:08:55 GMT

a very good friend of mine is moving away
and i realize that i have so many people get distanced from me
only because of myself.

i envy her
i wish i could start somewhere without any ties to people
but be able to keep the people i had

P.O.S.

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 20:09:42 GMT

AND NOW

colleen got boobs

I deleted the Fox from my life, watch out he is on the loose

lauren's b00bz

Foofie

My hair is 18 colors, plum being one

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:40:46 GMT

today I learned that I was in an 11 month relationship
and the person I loved all throught had feelings for someone else
(owch)

I guess I got my closure.
Thank you, Peter.

P.S. WHO WANTS TO HANG?

Fri, 26 May 2006 04:29:54 GMT

I cry so easily lately

I just don't see anything going for me, at all.
Maybe my job will be good. I just want someone to take me out
I envy people, who I really shouldn't
I've hit my self-loathing high

Thu, 25 May 2006 04:48:32 GMT

today i bused home after the beach with peter
and my mom called and demanded that I go with her rather than stay at my dad's
20 minutes later she comes pounding at the door
so peter dived under my stairs
and I pretty much felt my heart come out of my face
she kept trying to walk into the house and look around

i have only felt that way once before
OMG MY MOM IS NUTS

Warped, and My comment

Mon, 22 May 2006 00:44:54 GMT

18 Visions
AFI Want to See
Aiden
The Academy Is
Adair
Adelyn
Against Me! Seen It
Amber Pacific
Anti Flag Haha
Armor For Sleep
ASG
A Loss For Words
The Ackleys
Alabaster
Amanna 18
The Appreciation Post
As Seasons Fall
Billy Talent
The Black Out Pact
The Bled Seen Them, Fucking Horrible
Bouncing Souls Seen Them, They suck
Bullet For My Valentine
Buzzcocks Want to See, lolz
The Bangkok Five
Black Sunday
Building A Better Spaceship
The Burning Room
Cartel
The Casualties Want to! ROLF
Class of Zero
Code 4-15
The Campaign 1984
Chaplan
The Chop Tops
Cities Apart
Corrupted Youth
Crazy Anglos
Curt Phillips
Danny Diablo
Die Hunns
Dork
Down To Earth Approach
Dropping Daylight
Dynamite 8
Dark Sunrise
DBK
The Distance
Dog Fashion Disco
The Early November
Eight Fingers Down (Bbq Band)
Emanuel
Emery Bryan Alfonso
Evaline
Every Time I Die
Everdae
Everybody Else Wins
The Fall Of Troy Seen It, Would like to Again
Flashlight Brown
From Autumn To Ashes
From First To Last
The Fully Down
The Fallen Lie
Faulter
Feature Presentation
Final Round
The Fold
Fuscia
Gatsbys American Dream BAD GRAMMAR?
The Germs
Greeley Estates
Gym Class Heroes
GoodYear
Grounded
Heart Of A Failure
Hellogoodbye LOLLO
Helmet Peter Betan
illScarlett
I am Ghost
Inamere
Joan Jett & The Blackhearts
Jealousy Curve
Jet Lag Gemini
J4
Kincaide
Less Than Jake FUCK YES
Left Alone
The Living End
Lorene Drive
L-10 Project
The Last Car In Alaska
The Lifeline
Listed M.I.A.
Loko Phylum
The Loved Ones
The Lovekill
Mastema
Moneen I Hate This Band, NU METAL FO LIFE
Motion City Soundtrack Yeah, I'll see them. Even though the guy looks like me
Mute Math
My American Heart
MacKenzie First
Maple Street Impressions
Meg & Dia
Milk Carton Mug-Shots
Minutes Too Far
Modern Day 84
Morgan And Me
Morgan Knockers
Mourningstar
Nofx
Nadafinga
Near Miss
No Way Jose
Nural
Outernational
Over It
OK Stranger
Paramore
The Pink Spiders
Pistolita Seen It, Pretty shit
Plain White T's
Protest The Hero
Patterns
Post Bliss
Pretty In Stereo
Promise Divine
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Reggie & The Full Effect Seen, and Shall Repeat. For the Antics
Rise Against Want to, Kind of
Riverboat Gamblers
RAC
The Randies
Round Three Fight
Royden
Saosin Only if Anthony Green Shows up
Saves The Day YEAH! Again!
Senses Fail
Shiragirl
Side 67
Silverstein
Skint
The SmashUp
The Sounds
State Radio
Stretch Arm Strong
The Spill Canvas
Spitalfield
Split Fifty
Safety
Septic Tank Disasters
Sorry About Your Couch
Starving Goliath
Stigma 13
The Stiletto Formal
Strap-On Tools
Stuckbackwards
Super Geek League
SWAK 13
The Sunstreak (Bbq Band)
Thursday Main Reason I'm going
Take The City
This Solemn Vow
Tokyo Rose
Underoath To Kick the Shit out of People
Ultimate Power Duo
The University
Valient Thorr
VAUX Bro
Voltera
Vampire Dolphin Repellant
Variety Workshop
Verbana Darvell
Voodoo Blue
We Are The Fury
Wheels On The Bus
The Years Gone By
Zebrahead
Zox

WTF

Thu, 18 May 2006 01:40:07 GMT

I hate 'A Seprate Peace' because I hate dude'ing it up

Today I got my hair done in Cosmotology, because this girl felt bad and it looked like I had gotten electricuted.
I had second lunch, Peter walked into my class and collapsed in Mr.C's record collection.
Then I bought Albert a yearbook cause he is a big queer and after that me and Daniela sat with Joel.
Which was, odd.
After school I had an insane urge to walk the streets, and instead Peter got me a French Kruller at Dunkin' Yo'Nutz

Does anyoneone want to skip Wednesday-Friday?

who the fuck is that kid with that cigar!??

Mon, 17 Apr 2006 02:54:45 GMT

Bryan broke up with his woman, so I was pretty much making up for any love he would ever need in his life. ever.

Self explanitory

Bryan, Alex, Lauren, Colleen, and Berny

Went to Dogma.
Met up with Coberny, Bryan and Lauren.
Lost my jacket.
Sold out and bought poloroid film.
Peter got a free cigar
Got stuck in an elevator with like 20 old people and a little girl
Went to a cowboy themed Kegger
X ThickAsBlood X, Ray and David B were there.
Peter almost cracked a beer bottle on a douchE
It got raided and I went home

A+ Day

Sat, 08 Apr 2006 02:52:26 GMT

I have never been so tired in my life

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 17:49:57 GMT

today i skipped school and i was laying outside. This thing lands on my butt so naturally i got to pull it off and what the fuck a grabbed a bee.

who wants go to hang at the beach tomorrow?

welcomeee!!

Tue, 14 Mar 2006 01:43:06 GMT

I got the job

I start wednesday after school

oh jesus crist, I am a Pioneer

Mon, 13 Mar 2006 03:03:12 GMT

Today FJP was my Mom
I got my nails done :]

AND

I stole this. By mistake

that in brown..

STUPIDEST ENTRY EVER!!

Die Die

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 06:42:58 GMT

Suzanne from Joann's Fabrics called.
I have a Job Interview on Monday at 3:30pm

You can't take these people anywhere in public

Today was weird as fuck. I woke up at like 9. Ate at the Original Pancake house.
Then I went to the Grandparents to meet Bryan to pick up Lauren and Colleen.
We met up with Christina and metro/bus'ed to Flamiingo. I got 4 Casettes : Elton John, Green Day (Dookie..), Jethro Tull and ...

Co wit ha Kite on her head, Lauren with the THANKYOU, Bryan freeballin' and Christina, always removing her clothes

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 11:58:24 GMT

I bought

myself a bag

peter got himself two shirts

happy birthday to me...

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 04:47:14 GMT

I am having the day from hell

Not because today was bad
But because little things bothering me
Today my mom picked me up; which is bad in itself
"Man hanging out today was awesome, No offense but I like hanging out without you. No offense"
I wish I wasen't such a puss

Tomorrow is Model United Nations at FIU
I am Mexico represtenting the Nuclear Proliferation Commity

Wish Me Luck

4 DAYS!

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 04:34:02 GMT

I'd like:

anything.. basically

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 9 DAYS!

Thu, 09 Feb 2006 05:33:39 GMT

today was awesome.

DeLeon decided to listen to me and let us watch the documentary on

The Buena Vista Social Club. Amazing movie. To be honest I've always had
this opinion of Cuba that it could only produce completely uncultured fucks
or fucks with illusions of granduer. I really would like to go to Cuba one day

In Gift. Anal. Func. I turned in an entire semester's worth of homework and
now rather then a .72 I have a C! Amazing! AND theres more! I get the shit
Ah Fucking amazing. Nuts!

Psychology was.. oh man I just want to kiss all my teachers. Nah. I spent the
entire class thinking about the bathrooms in SouWes. And we talked about Sex,
kicking dogs and so on. and I got to hold Daniela's silly board.

After school was gay as fuq. I was playing with a snake and this idiot went to pet
it and I almost died. I spent 4 on a buncha hot dogs and was cold so I made sweet
love to what ever body heat I could get off Peter.

I went homme and Alex is ignoring me. Completely. Which makes me feel like
a pandillero. And I tired breaking into his car to reaquire all my belongings. No
such luck.

Much Love,
Alex

Mi Abuela En Su Juventud

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 03:52:54 GMT

"I don't take you seriously anymore"

I need to stop. Having feelings

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 06:47:07 GMT

I love you MySpace

Daniela is UNCORRUPTABLE

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 03:51:27 GMT

I would like

Camera, functional if possible
Assorted Hamster tubes
Brass Knuckles, or a shank
iPod to come back from the dead
Condoms in Bulk
Daniela

bitching

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 19:26:16 GMT

Life has been really no fun lately.

"Its really nice of u 2 decide not 2 come 2 Steph's little fiesta. And say that u didn't know about it is so splendid of u. Let me thanj u know, ur so nice!"
I want the old Bryan back. Why would I say no to going to see someone I introduced him to. Someone that was my friend before he got a car, grew out his hair, and decided that I was no longer cool enough.
Fuck Family, or my lack of.

Everything feels the same. When I am home, I want to be out. And once I am out everything is the same.
I want the spontineaity back. Everything has been done and when I come up with some amazing plan, someone, shits on it.
I used to feel that if I didn't initiate plans no one would go out, but the people that I always took out. I've figured that they don't need me
And if you don't need someone, why return the favor when you can just act superior?
Superior isin't the word. I guess its more distant

But its typicial that the flaws you see in others are really our own

'05 in the 305

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 06:10:53 GMT

I would like to say that 2005 was the strangest year I have lived, yet.
I was a gutter punk.
I went from a size 8 to a 0.
I made a stencil and tagged my Community Pool.
Threw a party while my family was out in Costa Rica, got robbed by douches
and somehow survived that.
I saw Bright Eyes, The Mars Volta, Thrice, Blue Oyster Cult & Fall Out Boy

I fell in love with Charles
I acheived Peter Betancourt..?

>:O

Tue, 20 Dec 2005 05:07:34 GMT

fuck all the hoes named E.L. Patron

for they make me want to xXcut my wrists and black my eyesXx